Feeling great

So I should be completely down in the dumps with the week that was, but to be honest I'm feeling great, it is so true that in the secret you can't have both happy and sad feelings at the same time, I'm feeling great inside, I still have my sense of humour, and the positive just keeps flowing, I still would like to,see what is coming but I know that it is coming and the vision is even more stronger. Trusting the process is hard but I totally believe it's happening. 

My hubby is amazing he just keeps telling me to stay strong and think positive and it's all going to be ok, knowing that I have the support of him is huge and I get that is what a marriage is about, we have had some very tough times over the past years (and those of you I know me personally will understand where I am coming from) but we are still together and stronger than ever. At times I'm sure we could have run away but we don't let it get the better of us everything that happens helps us to build our future with our kids and although at times it is trying I wouldn't want to do this with anyone else,  I could say oh really why us but I see it as OK here is the next hurdle and we jump over it together and then we carry on.

Tomorrow is looking bright and the week ahead is looking amazing

Today I'm grateful for

The support of my hubby

And knowing my path is on the right track 

                                

Thank goodness the week is over

Well it certainly has been a rollercoaster  this week with losing my job, trying to find another job, injuries and a migraine. I have had some comments about how I really have had some bad luck this week, but to be honest I disagree, my foot for one, I am actually happy that a professional agrees with me and it not normal and that there was more damage than I was first told.  The job thing yeah well I believe that losing my job has actually given me more opportunities than I never thought imaginable and it's exciting to think that people actually believe in me that I am good at something and they are so willing to help me, migraine well these are never pleasant but when I had my interview this morning both the ladies couldn't believe that I had still made the appointment and that I was still wanted to discuss opportunities with them, but I figure if I had cancelled they may of thought I wasn't interested.

I also wanted to help a friend today she is a hairdresser and needed some people to practise so that she can become a fully qualified hairdresser, she was running late and apologised and was unable to do the foils that she was going to practise on me to do, she was very stressed out and I told her don't be silly it's just me so I think I helped to calm her, I had a treatment and was a bit spoilt with the most amazing head massage after having the migraine this was just what the doctor ordered, I won't post names but you know who you are, thank you and as I was a new client I got these treatments for free

So I just think this week you have to look at all the positives and there was plenty.

I'm thankful for

My new found postive attitude

and that I followed my gut with my foot 

 

  

Emotions out of control

So today was my first official day of unemployment and although it was nice to be able to do some stuff around home, I am soon going to get sick of this. I know that it is only day one and people would just enjoy it, I am a person who 

A) likes to in control  

B) doesn't like waiting

I like to know when my next pay is coming in as I have bills to pay and my kids need winter uniform and shoes etc, I am the sort of person who over thinks everything and worries way too much. My husband is amazing and he has said at this stage not to rush into anything and be patient. I  am so thankful to everyone who has thought of me in many ways in the last couple of days, funny how you don't relise just how many people you touch until something happens. I was sitting up late colouring in tonight and  I got this amazing email from someone who has really made me feel fantastic and hopeful and  really wants to help me and I am so thankful that this person has trust in me, but again I need to be patient and wait which is going to be very hard but after being in tears this evening she has put me back on a high. These emotions are insane and anybody who has been made redundant I'm sure has had all these feelings.

I have asked again for something to happen as you have to ask to receive and I have set a date that is not a month out but 2 weeks out so I will put my trust in the universe and wait to receive this, I have told a couple of people what  this thing is so it will be amazing if it works.

Today I'm thankful for

Having so many people in my life wanting to help me 

          

Feeling overwhelmed

Holy moly what a roller coaster I have had in the last few days, my job has been disestablished after 3 years but they have been amazingly supportive and I was very lucky to work for this company, and they  have let me go earlier than  I should of. I have made some amazing friends that I hope will be life time friends I never got to say goodbye to them all, but as it was who I did say goodbye too I was a blubbering mess.  

After I had calmed down after coming home feeling sorry for myself I thought right this has happened for a reason and I'm going to make the most of a new beginning, and it's going to be massive. 

Well this afternoon as been absolutely incredible I have had so many messages of support from family and friends and people telling me to try places for employment it has really made me feel incredibly blessed.

I have an interview with an agency on Friday I have had another friend ask if I would like to help her do a stocktake, another friend tell me to apply where she is working another friend telling me about a pa position to apply for and also an incredible opportunity to try something that I have always thought about and another meeting to discuss that on Friday 

3 weeks ago I told myself 2 things were going to happen on the 27th of May 2016, the secret says to  ask believe and receive and I can honestly say that it has happened, in a crazy way not the way I was expecting. Funny how things work out ae. So I have asked for my next thing to happen and I know that this is going to happen will be interesting to see in what way it comes about but  I am very excited about what is next, 

So tomorrow although is another day of unemployment there is so much on the horizon and I am certainly feeling now that this is unemployment thing is a short term thing, 

Today I am thankful for having  amazing supportive friends who believe in me 

              

 

Couple of quiet days

So it has been a very quiet couple of days with a very trying afternoon this afternoon. I fully agree with what you put back you receive, during the week I had rung our specialist as my daughters meds were getting low I basically had enough for the weekend but Monday was going to be very interesting as I would of run out of them for her, any how long story short this specialist han't done what she said she would do and I know the we are very fortunate to have this particular specialist I left her a message early this afternoon asking for a prescription but my gut told me I needed todo more so I rung the hospital who said I needed to ring my family doctor to prescribe this medicine the had no idea of how much she needed or anything so I rung back the hospital,  I told the lady what was going on she said oh you have left it to the minute I did say I had rung the specialist early in the week and she started laughing, I would normally at this stage be losing my shit but I kept my calm and it paid off the receptionist would say she would do her best so I rung back my doctor and the reptionist there was also very helpful and understanding my doctor is on leave and the doctor filling in was about to leave but she very kindly wrote a prescription and faxed it to the pharmacy, then my bloody specialist rung and apologised for not getting it sorted earlier and she had also sent a prescription to them.  So a prescription that should of cost me $10 ended up costing me $30 the receptionist at my doctors felt so bad that she had to charge me but I totally understood she had gone above and beyond for me this afternoon and I am very grateful. So I ended up getting 2 prescriptions but could only claim on of them. But hey the postive in all this is my daughter is not going to run out.

Today I am grateful for 

People going above and beyond to help me

That I didn't lose my shit

        

Day of being grateful

Today was a day where I am just so grateful for believing in the process,  it seems that people are so helpful and really wanting to help me in my journey. The secret says that what ever comes to you it is because you have asked for it and it is so funny just how many people are actually coming into my life at the mo, people I haven't seen or heard from in ages, I ran into my old boss today it was just so funny that we were in the same place at the same time at a completely random time.it was so nice to se him and have a catch up and again so willing to help me.

 I had a fantastic email sent to me at work today and it really made me laugh out loud I went back to this person and said that they had made my day whilst carrying on with the email banter this person actually went out of their way and helped by foung so much more than I expected,  I had another email come in and honestly these people really made me smile knowing that I have built a really good working relationship with these people it's so nice to know that they appreciate me enough as well.  I think because I treat these people like real people and not like robots I ask how their day is going and always say thanks 

Today I'm grateful for 

Having all sorts of great people in my life 

Knowing that I have made a difference to people in their lives 

   

It's going to be ok

So today was a day where I wasn't feeling super great but after speaking to a couple of friends and receiving a couple of nice text I thought it's a great day and I am just so thankful for my husband, family and  friends and their fantastic support.  Another nice thing that happened today was another triple number some people think that this could be a bad thing but I just see it as a reassurance positive thing,  I laugh now at the amount of times that I have seen a repeating number especially since starting this new journey is crazy, but great.

Today I'm greatful for

Having great people in my life that know how to make me feel better

Accepting signs 

Trusting the universe 

           

Thing happen for a reason apparently

So today I got some news,  i am telling myself that this is a good thing that this has happened I just can't see the good at the moment but I am trusting the universe that this is part of the journey, and I am not asking why or how except that I do trust the process  and that it is defiantly going to be for the better.  

I was talking to my hubby and he told me now it's now even more good reason to stay positive and so with that I am just going to say "this is a good thing, this has happened for a reason and I will wait for the result as it is coming and it is going to be great"

Today I am greatful

For having a very supportive and postive husband to stand by me 

Trusting that good is going to come

                  

Fabulous feel good day today

I woke up this morning saying today was going to be a great day, nothing out of the ordinary happened but it was a great day, I was hanging out my washing this morning and put on spotify and listen to a feel good playlist was great some of the songs on there I hadn't heard forever, nothing like a good sing along to help feel good.

I had a couple of interesting check the clock times today one was at 11.11am the other was 4.44pm so that I guess was the universe telling me stuff so I'm listening and just letting the universe work it out for me.  

I had a massage today it was lovely and totally recommend that at least once a month take some time out and treat yourself to one, it always makes me feel amazing. Therapists  never cease to amaze me cause with out telling her she found the exact spot in my back that was hurting, I had 2 golf ball sized knots in my back but she was amazing and manage to break them, and oh my my back feels amazing now.  She did however tell me to put the wheat pack on so as I write this I am doing as I am told. 

I also had my daughter playing netball this afternoon and trying to go a park any where close is impossible but I did ask to have a park down this street and what do you know there was a park right there, so the universe is defiantly looking after me and I am loving trusting the universe.

So it was a great day and tomorrow is going to be even better

Today I'm grateful for 

Having a fab day 

Trusting the universe

    

Loving getting back

I had someone text me last night saying that they had a flip out at work the other day completely lost the plot but they said that my posts are just making them feel so much happier and that this blog has become a daily ritual for them so that gave me warm fuzzies, then I had another friend and my mum send me quotes which I have posted on my FB page (believe, accept receive, if your not following it please add yourself the more the merrier) this morning and I notice that a follower in that shared a post on their page with their friends, it's so great knowing that I'm helping people feel happier even if they are having a good or bad.  I got some happy news from someone else today and after speaking to this person last week who was having a bit of a hard time to receive a text from them this morning, I could feel the excitement in the text from them again it gave me warm fluzzies. Although I can't control their universe it certainly made my universe feel great. 

Today I am grateful for

Attracting like for like

Receiving great things 

 

 

Things not sticking

Today was a day which I thought I was doing the right thing but turns out it as totally the wrong thing, I thought that doing what I did was going to help me, but it couldn' be further from the truth, it was actually going to trap me I told my mum today that I wasn't feeling it and my feeling was correct, although this  would normally be a blow for me, I thought hang on a second this is a great thing, I got some  good free advice and feedback. 

The universe is still moving for me to follow what I truely believe is the right path, and acting as if I have received this thing already is very clear, although I'm unsure how I have got there ( I also don't need to know this process I just need to trust the process) I'm there it's exciting.

I have reset a date that I have in mind I have written it in my diary, I have asked I'm believing and I have received 

Today I'm greatful for

Trusting the process and knowing what I want is coming

Having received some free advice today and already put it into practise 

                  

Just cruising

Today was a day of nothing great happening but still keeping the postive vibe going, I'm loving the fact that I am making people happy and thinking positive,  I had a friend today send me a message asking if she could borrow my copy of The Secret, I said of course, problem is it is that I have given it to someone to read and she has given it to her daughter to read but I said they for sure you can read it once it comes back to me, but I'm thinking that the friend is probably going to go out and buy it.  I would recommend getting a copy for yourself cause you are just going to want to keep going back to it, give people your copy to read it get people who need it to read it. 

I caught up with a friend at lunchtime I love catching up with this friend, time always flies when we catch up, she always knows what to say and although I'm certainly feeling really good at the mo talking with this friend just made me feel like I'm on the right path and that I just need to wait as my time will come, I,have found in the past that I'm a very impatient person and that things have got to be done then and there so the fact that I'm waiting to receive is a huge thing for me , watch out when I do receive cause it is going to be bloody fantastic.

Today I'm grateful for 

Helping people  & Being me 

                     

 

Didn't receive but still feeling great

So the news I was waiting for came today it wasn't the news that I wanted but it's ok as it means that it's no my turn yet to receive but it's in the pipeline, it also means that a date I had said will come and go and my goal won't be met at this stage but it just means I need to accept it at a different time, I will again ask receive and believe, I see my future self and I like what I see. 

It's funny how things come about and I find I'm accepting  things that I never would of thought were possible and just taking everything that is offered, I guess what I'm saying is I'm confident that these things are happening for a reason and I'm looking forward to the outcome, and knowing what the outcome is and wow is all I can say, bring it on.

Someone said to my today that when your feeling like this you just want to keep helping people and it is so,true I just want to keep on giving, helping opening people's minds. Wanting to do so much more but not sure how to do it 

Today I'm grateful for 

Believing things happen for a reason 

Being patient 

Looking forward to receiving 

          

Feeling fab

Today I received heaps of compliments and postiveness, 

I also gave back today, I donated blood, unfortunately I am unable to be a plasma donor, but the nurse who took my blood said that my blood type is definitely required I think it can help several of the blood types so it feels great  knowing that I'm helping people. I have donated before so ts not a new thing but I felt terrible it had been almost 3 years since I last donated so I have booked my next appointments online no excuses and in the end I can do it in my lunch hour or after work.

I am very eager to find out how something went today and I should find out by tomorrow, but either way I'm so happy knowing that I have done my best and exceeded my expectations, bring on the next chapter, what ever it may be, and putting myself out there 

Today I'm grateful 

Knowing I have given it my best shot and exceeded expectations 

Being happy

Giving back 

                    

Positive is best

Today I got to spend some time with my mum for Mothers Day, my life with my family is pretty busy in the weekend so it was pretty cool that hubby looked after our kids while I went out with my mum.  We had a lovely few hours.  Hanging out, having a few giggles and some lunch 

I'm finding that nothing fazes me and All I want is to be positive all the time. I was talking to someone today who isn't in the best space things aren't going their at at the mo, I would normally try and tell them I know how you feel, but today I couldn't cause all I can see is the best of everything, I'm not going to let the way they are feeling bring me down I just walked away telling them to stay positive they mumbled something under their breath but I actually found myself not listening and just wishing they could see something positive about anything even if it was just the fact we had had a lovely dinner cooked for us. Then another person wasn't their self my gut told me they needed a chat, so I talked to them and just said you can't control somebody else's feeling or out come, all you need to do is concentrate on you and your universe (you know who you are), then another person said to me keep up the positivity they love it and the change in me, and who cares what anyone else thinks, and that I may of converted them (again you know who you are) 

So to me the positives today  made me feel great knowing that I'm attracting what I'm putting out and that it's starting to rub off on people 

Today I am greatful 

That someone else cooked me tea

That I have a fantastic and supportive family

I may of converted one or two people 😇

                          

Letting it happen

So yesterday was a day that I thought I had stuffed up but I could still see this end result of me in this situation, I put it out of my mind and just carried on about my day still seeing this thing, I waited all day and got nothing so I thought ok that's cool it's all experience, well how wrong I was as today, the next step has happened and I can see even more clearly this result, I will find out in a few days as to whether this thing has happened so watch this space.

I am not trying to convert anyone to The Secret, what I am trying to do thou is get people to at least give it a try,  today was funny I had someone say to me today what drugs am I on cause they want some, I told this person that they need to read the secret, we will see if they do.  

Today I'm grateful for 

Being wrong

Still believing 

Being happy 

 

Things are still happening

So today was good it started with me totally out of my comfort zone and believing in myself, which I admit was a struggle, but while doing this thing I'm was given experience.  I believe that this door  may of closed but I'm ok with it cause something about it didn't sit right, I certainly have learnt to go with my gut instinct a more, I know that something big and life changing is definitely coming and I'm excited about it.

I have notice that people are coming up to me and asking my opinion on things, also getting stuff in the mail like invites to corporate dinners ect I believe that this is all part of the new path I am wanting to take, but getting there is something that I just have to let happen but I know it's coming cause I see the end result and it's pretty cool.I am so open to any new opportunities that I pounce when I can. 

  

Today I am grateful for opportunities and believing 

Change woman apparently

So the days are just so great at the mo,  numerous comments today some good some not so good . 

A few  of the boys at work are given me a a hard time but fun time, one guy has said I'm a changed woman? the same fella  is saying I'm turning hippyish and when ever he sees me he says "peace sister"  yet this is the same  fella was sniffing new golf shoes, I just said and you think I'm crazy lol.

 Of course there is still the odd person who is nasty and think they can knock me but truth be told these people need to instead of laugh at me actually look at themselves, and these people also are not in my everyday life for a reason, because I am attracting like for like I attract who I am meant too, but then you also get people who are noticing the change in me and I tell them the same thing and it is a completely different reaction and you actually know that they aren't taking the mickey and want to know more, 

So a mixed day today but to be honest the best out weighed the worse and it is only getting better 

Today I grateful for

Friends

And trusting people 

                           

 

The week just keeps getting better

Today has been another great day, I would like to say that I'm sorry if you are getting sick of hearing how great my day have been, but The Secret really and truely is working for me.  

I had a friend contact me today saying how much she is enjoying this blog and my wee inspirational quotes and it really made me feel great knowing that it is getting out into the universe, she has read The Secret and wishes that more people would read it also.  Honestly the world/ universe would truely be more incredible if they did.  It's been a week I think of me not wanting to watch the news and just putting the music on and singing allowed, I'm sure my kids and their friends think I crazy but I'm honestly suck a better person.

I had a reading today as well and it's

 Confirmed a few things for me which was great and I'm really looking forward to seeing when it comes about and in the time frames because without Alice knowing she hit the nail on the head on more than a few dates that I have put out into the universe.  

Exciting times ahead and also confirming that I'm on the right track which was fantastic it is all falling into place.

Another positive for me today was receiving a couple of phone calls both with some great news.

If you believe me or not you should definitely read The Secret it is certainly changing my way of thinking 

Today I am grateful for

Accepting 

Knowing I am on the right path and trusting the journey 

 

Weird but wonderful happenings

So it's working it's actually working, today was definitely one of those days,

 Today I was thinking about phoning someone but they ended up coming to work to drop something off for someone else, then an old friend called into drop something off to me, but the really weird one today was my best friend back in high school changed jobs today ( he is in England) and I was thinking about how it was all going for him, I had an email come thru from council I saw the surname and got this (best way to describe it) ping in my stomach, i said to myself this is my friends brother, I sent an email back to him saying was he so in so brother and his reply was yes,  it was such a weird but wonderful afternoon I was laughing to myself and a work colleague ask me what I was laughing at I told him I was just have a weird but wonderful afternoon with people from my past coming into contact with me today, his reaction was priceless he said I have been huffing to many of those essential oils.  

Tomorrow is going to be another fantastic day as I am very excited about an appointment I have at night but more on that tomorrow

Today I am grateful for
Believing things happen for a reason
Remembering friends

 

My universe is moving 

Today is a great day, I have my sparkle back.  My journey is happening and I'm excited.  There is a real calm over me at the mo.  

I thought I was going to have to cancel something that I was really looking forward too,  but my thoughts became a thing and the universe help me to get it.  

I also got another triple number  today to and again it was really relevant to me at the moment again confirmation that this journey is definitely something I need to do.   It's funny how I have never had triple numbers and all of a sudden they are happening more regularly 

So looking forward to my tomorrow and what it will bring

Today I'm grateful for 

Having patience and finding my sparkle 

Yah 222 today 

So yesterday I said I was going  to start reading the book again, I was reading it this afternoon and I looked at my watch and it said 222 I was so excited, I have just starting seeing numbers repeating themselves, 222 is pretty significant for me at the mo,

So I have finally received what I'm putting out it really is thoughts becoming things yah. I'm attracting what I want.  I see a fantastic journey ahead with an abundance of a lot and I my future looks amazing 

Today I am grateful for
Finding happiness
Having a lovely weekend away with my hubby
Trusting you he journey