Emotions out of control

So today was my first official day of unemployment and although it was nice to be able to do some stuff around home, I am soon going to get sick of this. I know that it is only day one and people would just enjoy it, I am a person who 

A) likes to in control  

B) doesn't like waiting

I like to know when my next pay is coming in as I have bills to pay and my kids need winter uniform and shoes etc, I am the sort of person who over thinks everything and worries way too much. My husband is amazing and he has said at this stage not to rush into anything and be patient. I  am so thankful to everyone who has thought of me in many ways in the last couple of days, funny how you don't relise just how many people you touch until something happens. I was sitting up late colouring in tonight and  I got this amazing email from someone who has really made me feel fantastic and hopeful and  really wants to help me and I am so thankful that this person has trust in me, but again I need to be patient and wait which is going to be very hard but after being in tears this evening she has put me back on a high. These emotions are insane and anybody who has been made redundant I'm sure has had all these feelings.

I have asked again for something to happen as you have to ask to receive and I have set a date that is not a month out but 2 weeks out so I will put my trust in the universe and wait to receive this, I have told a couple of people what  this thing is so it will be amazing if it works.

Today I'm thankful for

Having so many people in my life wanting to help me