Frustrated

Ok so today was a day of complete frustration, I am with 3 agencies I have had one interview, I was also waiting to hear from 3 other jobs from these agencies, one rung me to say there has been a hold up of at least another week, the other one I had to ring as I hadn't heard anything, only to be told I wasn't experienced enough, still waiting on the 3rd one, then the interview I had this week I got the you made the last 2, but I'm sorry you haven't been successful, so I asked him why I missed out he said we knew the other applicant, so yah for me but it really is who you know and not what. I have 2 more interviews next week but to be honest it is very hard to stay positive, I have had some amazing people still sending me messages of stay positive and to you all I am so thankful, the interview in Thursday is at a place next to where my dad worked 20 years ago, so I am taking that as a sign.

So after watching my son play netball I came home and exercised my frustration out, but I was still pissed so the next thing was mow the lawn, stupid as it is winter but totally frustrated, so the final thing today was I decided to  attack some of the bushes in the garden best hour and a half ever, I would  loved to have carried on but I'm  not sure there would of been much bush left, it got dark and I had no room in the bins.

So another week of unemployment beckons but positive thoughts as I have 2 interviews next week and lotto is looking fantastic tomorrow

Today I'm grateful for friends checking on me and getting to rid some of my frustrations on the garden